Chapter Twenty Six - Justin
“Robbie, what has happened to Justin,”
I asked, dreading his answer.
“Justin is dead. He committed suicide, Glenn,” Robbie managed
to get out between sobs. “We couldn’t
stop him. Adam and I tried, Glenn, but
we didn’t get home soon enough. He
called us to tell us good bye, and that he loved us very much, but that he
couldn’t go on living.”
The impact of the tragedy left me
numb. Rick asked, “What happened?” When I didn’t answer him, he took the phone
from my hand, and asked, “Robbie, what happened?”
Robbie said, “Justin’s dead,
Rick. He’s gone. I can’t believe he’s gone.”
Rick put his arm around me, and I
buried my face in his chest, as the tears rolled down my face. One of my dearest friends was gone. I knew he was struggling, but I thought he
was going to make it with so many of our friends there in Toronto to help him.
“How did it happen?” Rick asked.
“Justin called me and Adam at our
offices to tell us that he loved us, and that he appreciated everything we had
done for him over the years. He said he
couldn’t go on living and that he wanted to tell us good-bye. We rushed home, but we were too late,
Rick. We were too late,” Robbie said,
through his tears.
“Where are Adam and the triplets?”
Rick asked.
“They are here with me. Luckily, the children were at daycare. We are staying at a hotel, until we can get
the house cleaned up. The police were
still there when we left to pick up the children,” Robbie said.
“How did he do it, Robbie?” Rick
asked.
Robbie burst into another fit of
sobbing. There was static on the line, then,
Adam said, “Rick, I don’t think Robbie can talk about it anymore tonight.”
Rick asked, “Can you tell me what
happened?”
“Yes.
Justin shot himself with a pistol.
We didn’t know that he had managed to buy a gun, or we would have taken it
from him,” Adam said. “Justin seemed
pretty happy the last few days. That
should have been our first clue that something was wrong.”
Rick said, “Adam, take your family
over to our house in St. Catharines. Do
you remember where we keep the spare key?”
“Yes, I do. Thanks, Rick. We will drive over there tomorrow. We still have to talk to the police tomorrow
before we can arrange to get someone to come in and clean the house,” Adam
said.
“Have you told Zach and Todd?” Rick
asked.
“No, you are the first ones we have
talked to since it happened. Will you
call everyone else? We aren’t up to the
emotional stress to keep repeating what happened,” Adam said.
“We’ll take care of notifying the rest
of the guys. We will be there in the
next day or two to help with making the funeral arrangements,” Rick said.
“Thank you, Rick. I knew we could count on you. Love you,” Adam said.
“I love you, too. Hang in there, Adam. We will be there as soon as we can get
there,” Rick said. “I know you are
trying to be strong for Robbie, but don’t forget to let yourself grieve for
Justin. It’s okay to let your feelings
show.”
Adam was silent for a moment, then,
said, “I’m barely hanging on, Rick. Now
that we’ve told someone what happened and the children are in bed asleep, we
can let our tears flow.”
“Just remember all of the good times
you had with Justin,” Rick said.
“We do, Rick, believe me, we do. He has been like another husband to me, as
he has been for Robbie. Justin has been
a very big part of our lives, and we have really loved having him living with
us. Our only regret is that we weren’t
here to prevent Justin from carrying out his suicide plan.”
“Don’t beat yourself up over something
you can’t change. There is nothing more
you could have done, Adam,” Rick said.
“Intellectually, we know that;
however, there will always be something in the back of our minds that will make
us wonder if we had paid closer attention to Justin’s behavior, maybe we could
have prevented him from killing himself,” Adam said.
“Don’t allow those thoughts to overwhelm
you guys. You have three beautiful
children that need you. Let your grief
out now while they are asleep, so you can be there 100 percent for them
tomorrow,” Rick said.
“Okay,” Adam said.
“Remember that we love you, Adam,”
Rick said. “Good night.” Rick ended the call, and dialed Zach’s
number.
Zach picked up on the first ring,
“Hey! What’s up?”
Rick said, “Put me on speaker, so you
both can hear.”
“Okay, you’re on speaker, and we are
both here,” Zach said.
Rick relayed the information he had
gotten from Adam about Justin’s death.
Zach and Todd were silent after he finished. “We will be leaving in the morning, Rick,”
Zach said.
“I haven’t talked to Glenn, yet, about
going up but we will probably be leaving for Toronto tomorrow as well. Adam will be taking his family over to our
place in St. Catharines in the morning.
There’s plenty of room for all of us to stay there.”
Zach said, “Thanks, Rick. Let us know what your plans are.”
“Okay,” Rick said. He ended the call and placed the cell phone
on the night stand. “What are we going
to do?”
“We will leave tomorrow. We need to make arrangements for the older
children to get their assignments so they can go with us or we need to leave
them with the Campbells so they won’t miss school,” I said.
“Let’s ask the children what they want
to do,” Rick said.
We got up and made our way downstairs
to the family room where they were watching a DVD. Kyle saw us come into the room, and
immediately asked, “What’s wrong?”
“Uncle Justin died today,” I said, in
a choked voice.
Kyle immediately got up and came over
to me and gave me a hug. “It’s okay,
Daddy.” He smoothed my hair and held me
tight again. Kyle never ceases to amaze
me. Here he is comforting me and I
should be comforting him. Isn’t that
what parents were supposed to do?
David stopped the DVD and looked over
at Ashley who nodded her head in approval.
They both stood up and came over to me and wrapped their arms around me
for a group hug. Then, Rick joined us,
enfolding all of us in his comforting embrace.
After a few wordless moments, Rick said, “Let’s go into the kitchen for
some cookies and milk. We need to talk
to you three about our plans for the next few days.”
He released us and we followed him
into the kitchen. Ashley grabbed plates
and cups, while David brought over the cookie jar. Kyle retrieved the milk and we sat down
together at the table.
Rick said, “We plan to leave tomorrow
for St. Catharines. We want all of you
to go with us, but we recognize that you may have important projects, or
assignments that are due before we get back.
We need to know if you need to stay home to take care of your studies;
so we can make arrangements for you to stay with the Campbells who will make
sure you get to school.”
Kyle said, “I don’t have any tests or
projects due until next week. How long
are we going to stay?”
“I don’t know for sure, Kyle. My guess would be a week, at the most. There haven’t been any funeral arrangements
made, yet, so we don’t have enough information to tell you for sure how long we
will be gone,” Rick said.
Kyle said, “I want to go. I want to play at Uncle Justin’s
funeral. Last time we were in St.
Catharines, he listened to me practice and insisted that I keep playing. I think he spent more time listening to me
play the viola than anyone else I know.
I want to play his favorite piece for him, one more time.” There were tears in his eyes, as he
finished.
Rick reached over and put his hand on
our young man’s shoulder. “Okay, we will make sure you get on the
program.” He then turned to David and
Ashley and asked, “What about you two?”
David said, “I can get my assignments
from my teachers tomorrow but, you will need to write a note explaining why I
will be absent.”
Ashley nodded her head. “I will need a note just like David. I don’t have any tests or major homework
assignments due during the next week.”
Rick smiled. “I’m
glad we don’t have to leave anyone home.
We will stop at both schools tomorrow morning to let them know what is
going on, and to get your assignments for the days you will be absent.”
Kyle said, “I won’t be able to miss my
on-line physics class.”
I nodded, “We have internet at the
house in St. Catharines, so you should be able to attend your on-line class
sessions. You need to make sure you
take all of your gear, so you can participate in class.”
“I’ll pack it as soon as were done
here,” Kyle said. The school had
provided special software for Kyle that required a couple of extra tools, so he
could draw his answers on the screen and participate in group activities. I was pretty amazed at the technology, as I
watched him participate in his first few on-line classes. His teacher was pretty amazing as well. Watching Kyle do his school work really made
me appreciate how much technology has changed our lives.
Rick looked over at me and asked, “Did
I forget anything?”
I replied, “Nothing that I can think
of right now. I will call Aunt Hannah
to let her know we are coming. We need
to call the rest of the guys and let them know about Justin.”
“I’ll do that now,” Rick said. He pulled his cell phone out of his pocket,
and dialed Mark and Brandon. He stood
up from the table and walked into the other room to talk.
I looked at the three children seated
with me at the table and asked, “Is there anything we have forgotten?”
Ashley said, “I think we need to make
sure we bring plenty of entertainment for the twins.”
I smiled. “Thank
you for reminding me. Can I count on
you to help me keep them happy during the drive up?”
She smiled and said, “Of course. I like reading them stories and playing
games with them.”
“Thank you Ashley,” I said, smiling at
her.
Ashley stood, and came around to give
me a hug. “I love you, Daddy. Everything will be okay. Remember how you comforted us when Grandma
died? Well, now it’s our turn to
comfort you.”
I smiled up at her and said, “You are
such a wonderful daughter.”
“I know,” Ashley said. “It’s because I have two wonderful Dads.”
Rick grinned and said, “At least one
of my children recognizes how wonderful I am.”
Kyle guffawed and responded, “That’s
because she’s delusional.”
Rick laughed, “Maybe, but I like her
kind of delusional better than yours.”
Kyle protested, “I’m not delusional!”
“You are,” Rick insisted.
I laughed and said, “Alright you two,
it’s time for bed.”
Rick said, “You’re right, Glenn. It is getting late; however, that doesn’t
change the fact that Kyle is delusional!”
Kyle stood up and came around the
table. He gave me a hug and then hugged
Rick. As a parting shot, Kyle said, “If
I’m delusion, then you must be getting senile from extreme old age!” Kyle scampered out of reach, as Rick tried
to grab him. Kyle laughed, “See, you’re
too slow!”
I shook my head and said, “You two are
just too silly sometimes.”
“Me, silly, never!” Rick said,
laughing.
I stood up and pulled Rick up from his
chair. I melted into his embrace and
said, “Take me to bed, sweetheart.” I
looked at the three children and said, “Up to bed with all of you.”
We followed the children
upstairs. We said prayers with each one,
before retiring to own bedroom. Rick
helped me get undressed and we climbed into bed. He pulled me close and held me as wave after
wave of grief came over me. I loved
Justin very much and his death left a big hole in my heart. Rick smoothed my hair and spoke soothingly
to me, “It alright, Glenn. Let the
sadness come out. You need to let it run it’s course. I’m here with you and I love you very much.”
We hadn’t quite fallen asleep when we
heard a knock on our door. Rick called
out, “Come in!”
The door opened and we recognized Kyle
as he padded across the floor and sat down on the foot of the bed. I reached over and turned on the lamp next
to our bed. Rick helped me sit up, and
I looked over at our son. Kyle looked
like the end of the world was just about to occur. His puppy dog brown eyes were shiny with
tears, and I could see that he was very upset.
I said, “Come here, son.” I
scooted over to make room for him to snuggle between me and Rick.
Kyle crawled under the covers between
us and we wrapped our arms around him.
The tears started streaming down his face. “Why did Uncle Justin have to die? It seems like so many of the people I love
are dead!” His voice was choked up with
emotion.
Rick said, “Uncle Justin was very
sick, son. He has been sick for a long
time. He has tried to commit suicide several
times since we have known him.
Fortunately, we have been able to save him from himself each time. This time, he outsmarted us and succeeded in
accomplishing what he set out to do.”
“But we love him, Dad. Why would he want to hurt us by killing
himself?” Kyle asked, still crying.
Rick replied, “His sense of self-worth
was so low, Kyle, that he didn’t see that he mattered to anyone. You know that Robbie and Adam loved him, as
did the rest of us, but that fact didn’t make it past his defenses which
wouldn’t let him see that he was a son of God and someone who had divine
worth. Uncle Justin blamed himself for
the fact that his parents kicked him out of their house. He couldn’t see that their decision to
disown him was their decision, and only theirs.
He also blamed himself for the fact that Uncle Brian left him. In Uncle Justin’s mind, he was the cause of
all the bad things that ever happened to him.
The weight of all the guilt he felt was too much for him, Kyle. He decided that in order to prevent any more
bad things from happening to him, or those around him, that he would remove the
source of the problem: himself.”
“How can anyone feel that way about
themselves?” Kyle said. His sobbing had
stopped as he tried to understand what Rick had just told him.
“We don’t know the answer to that
question, Kyle. There are many theories
but no one really knows. Each
individual is so very unique that what might be the right answer for one person
isn’t the answer for the next one.
Despite the many advances in medical technology, we still know very
little about how the brain works and what causes mental illness,” Rick said.
Kyle said, “I wish there was a way we
could have helped Uncle Justin.”
“We feel the same way, Kyle,” I
said. “We miss him just like you
do. Uncle Justin was one of the first
friends I made when I moved to Minneapolis after your Dad went on active duty
with the Marine Corps. He was in the
Twin Cities Gay Men’s Chorus with me and Uncle Brian. I will really miss him singing with us like
he did when we were in St. Catharines at Thanksgiving last year.”
Kyle nodded his head. “Uncle
Justin made a special effort to work with me on my singing. He treated me like an adult instead of a
kid.”
“Yes, Uncle Justin always knew the
right things to say or do,” I acknowledged.
Rick asked, “Are you okay, Kyle?”
Kyle nodded his head. “Yeah, I just needed to be hugged. Can I sleep here tonight?”
I looked over at Rick who smiled and
asked, “Isn’t a little unusual for a 15 year old young man to sleep with his
parents?”
“Not if that young man needs
comforting and really wants to be close to his Dads,” Kyle said.
“Tell you what. You can stay with us for a little while, but
you still have to sleep in your own room,” I said.
Kyle said, “I just don’t want to be
alone right now.”
Rick said, “I have an idea. Let’s get an air mattress and a sleeping
bag. Then you can sleep on the floor
next to our bed. That way, you wouldn’t
be alone, but then we all will be able to sleep comfortably. Will that be an acceptable solution?”
Kyle nodded his head, “Okay.”
Rick and Kyle padded out of our
bedroom, and returned a short while later with the air mattress and a sleeping
bag. Rick inflated the air mattress,
and then unrolled the sleeping bag on top of it. Kyle went to his room and returned with his
pillow. Kyle gave each of us a hug, and
climbed into his sleeping bag. As soon
as Rick climbed into our bed, I reached over and turned out the light.
Kyle said, “I love you Dad and Daddy.”
We chorused back, “We love you, too,
Kyle.”
Rick pulled me close, and I laid my
head on his chest. Listening to the
steady beat of his heart soon lulled me to sleep.
*** ***
Kyle awoke in the middle of the night. He looked around and wondered where he was
until he remembered that he was in his Dads’ room. He got up and walked into the en suite to
relieve himself. As he went to turn out
the bathroom light, he looked at his sleeping parents. He noted how his Dad protectively held his
Daddy in his arms, while Daddy slept with his head on Dad’s chest. He knew that his Dads loved each other very
much, and seeing them asleep in each other’s arms only served to confirm what
he already knew – Dad always protected Daddy.
It was just like how both of them had wrapped their arms around him last
night. He felt like he was in a warm
cocoon with both parents protecting him and comforting him. He longed to return to that cocoon where he
felt that nothing would ever be able to hurt him or make him afraid. He walked over and climbed into bed with his
Dads. He snuggled up close to his
Daddy’s warmth and wrapped his arms around him.
When I awoke, I knew immediately that
Kyle had climbed into bed with us at some point during the night. His arm was draped over me, and I could see
the bright yellow rubber wristband he wore on his right arm. I could make out the words “Grandma, We Love
You” and the date his grandmother died.
I lifted my head to find Rick smiling
at me. He said, “I guess we should have
just let Kyle stay in bed with us, since he ended up sleeping with us anyway.”
“I guess so. He must have needed the comfort of being
near us,” I said.
Kyle must have been awake, because he
said, “I wanted to be in the cocoon.”
Rick asked, “What cocoon?”
“I felt like I was in a protective
cocoon when you both held me in your arms last night. I felt loved, and I knew that you both would
keep me from being hurt,” Kyle said.
Rick said, “Now I understand. You can count on us to do our best to be
there for you, Kyle. We love you very
much.”
Kyle tightened his embrace. “I
know and that is why I needed to be near you last night.”
He released us, and I rolled
over. I looked him in the eyes and
said, “You are very special to us, Kyle.
We will always be there for you.”
Kyle smiled. “I
know you will be.” Kyle leaned over and
kissed my cheek. He got up and walked
around to the other side of the bed and kissed Rick on the cheek. “I’m going to get a shower.”
As we watched our handsome young man
leave our room, Rick said, “He reminds me of a little kid sometimes. He is so trusting and open. I hope he never loses that sweet innocence.”
“I agree. It’s our job to love and protect him, so he
doesn’t lose that innocence. He has
already suffered enough loss in his life that he doesn’t need any more tragedy
in his life,” I said.
Rick tightened his embrace and said, “I
think we are up to the task, sweetheart, as Kyle so succinctly put it. We need to get moving, Babe.”
I kissed him and then I got up and
helped pull him to his feet. We enjoyed
our morning shower and then we quickly dressed, and began our preparations for
our trip home. Ever since we bought the
house in St. Catharines, I have called that house “home,” because that is where
I want us to live permanently. Rick
protested at first that our house in Virginia is our home, but he hasn’t said
much about it lately.
We spent the next few hours getting
everything ready for the trip north. Kyle
came into the kitchen, looking like the world had come to an end. He said, “I can’t go with you to Canada,
Daddy. I have a football game
tonight. How can I let my team down by
not showing up for the game?”
I looked over at Rick and said, “I
think we will need to arrange to have Kyle fly up to Buffalo on Saturday, so he
can honor his commitment to his football team.”
Rick nodded his head, “I wondered how
you were going to handle telling your coach about not being here for tonight’s
game.”
“I forgot all about it until a few
minutes ago, Dad. Can I stay with the
Campbells? I love being there with the
General,” Kyle said, hopefully.
“I’m sure they would be delighted to
have you stay with them for a few days,” Rick said. “I will call them right now.”
Rick placed a call to Mrs.
Campbell. “Hello, Mrs. Campbell. How are you?”
“I’m fine, Rick. How are the children?” she asked.
“They are doing just fine. I need to ask you a favor,” Rick said. He explained what had happened to Justin,
and that Kyle needed a place to stay for a few days.
“We would love to have Kyle stay with
us,” Mrs. Campbell said.
“We will make arrangements for Jeff to
drop him off at your home after school today,” Rick said.
“That sounds like a plan. I will take him to school on Friday and pick
him up after school,” Mrs. Campbell said.
“I will have Jeff take him to the
airport on Saturday morning, since the flight leaves so early,” Rick said.
Mrs. Campbell said, “Thank you for
being so considerate, Rick. I’m sorry
about your loss, and we will be praying for you and the children.”
“Thank you so much,” Rick said and
ended the call. “Kyle, you will need to
pack your suitcase, so you can take it with you unless you want Jeff to bring
you back home before taking you over to the Campbells.”
Kyle thought for a moment. “Can Jeff bring me back here first?”
“I think so,” Rick said. “I will check with him and let you know.”
Kyle smiled and hugged his Dad. “Thanks Dad for being so understanding.”
“Not a problem,” Rick responded, as he
ruffled Kyle hair. Kyle grinned and left
the kitchen, and we heard him taking the stairs two at a time.
I smiled at Rick and said, “You are
such a wonderful father.”
“And so are you, Babe,” he responded,
as he leaned over and kissed me.
*** ***
I called the two different schools to
let them know the children were going to be absent from their classes, and
arranged to drop by each school to get their homework assignments. We were soon all packed and ready to
leave. Rick called Jeff, and made
arrangements for Kyle’s transportation to and from school, as well as to the
airport. We caravanned to Edison High
School. We waited in the parking lot
while, Rick and Kyle went inside to let the office staff know Kyle would be
missing several days next week. Rick
returned, and we made our way over to Hayfield Secondary School where he did
the same thing as he had at Edison except with David and Ashley.
Rick returned with David and
Ashley. We checked with Zach and Todd
to make sure they were ready and then we headed north. The drive to St. Catharines was
uneventful. The twins caused us to make
a few extra stops for nature breaks, but other than that they travelled very
well.
We pulled into our driveway, and found
Robbie and Adam’s car was already there.
As we started to unload our vehicles, Robbie and Adam came out of our house
to help us.
“Ashley and David will you get the
twins out of their car seats and help them into the house?” I asked.
Ashley replied, “Yes, Daddy.”
David nodded and smiled as he reached
over to unbuckle JJ. JJ reached up and
put his arms around David’s neck.
“David, I need to go wee wee,” JJ said.
I looked at David and said, “You had
better carry him inside, David.”
David said, “Let’s go, JJ.” He picked JJ up and they disappeared inside.
“Josh, do you need to go, too?” I
asked.
Josh nodded his head. Ashley said, “Come with me inside.” Ashley lifted him out of his car seat and
carried him inside.
With the twins needs being attended
to, we made short work of taking our luggage inside and upstairs to the
bedrooms. I could hear the television
in the family room, and directed the children to join their cousins. Cameron said, “I’m hungry, Uncle Glenn.”
“I will fix all of you something to
eat. Go join your cousins in the family
room for now,” I responded.
Cameron nodded his head and said,
“Okay. Can we have pancakes?”
I looked at his father, who was
standing in the hallway with me. Zach
said, “Why don’t we save the pancakes for breakfast? What do you think about having some pasta?”
Cameron, satisfied with the answer, smiled
and said, “I love pasta! I will tell
the others.”
Zach and I went into the kitchen,
where the rest of the guys had congregated.
Robbie hugged his brother, Zach, while Adam did the same to his brother,
Todd.
Adam released Todd and said, “Thank
you for coming so quickly.”
Zach said, “We knew you would need us
to be here.”
Robbie said. “Thank you for letting us crash at your
place, Glen and Rick.”
“I’m glad you came,” Rick said.
Adam said, “We went to the store and
restocked the pantry.”
“How much do we owe you?” I asked, as
I opened the pantry to see it was completely full.
“Nothing,” Adam said. “Since we don’t know how long we will be
staying here, we decided the least we could do was buy the food for all of us.”
“You don’t have to do that, Adam,”
Rick said. “You know you are welcome to
stay as long as you want because you’re family.”
Robbie said, “We know that, Rick, but
let us do it for now. At least it is
something we can do….” He broke off, as
he tried to control his emotions and failed.
Zach walked over and wrapped his little brother in his arms, holding him
tight. Robbie held onto to Zach as if
he were a drowning man and Zach was a life preserver. Zach smoothed his hair and patted his
back.
I looked over at Adam, and saw that he
was struggling to keep his composure.
Todd saw me looking at his brother, and he walked over to Adam and took
him in his arms, “It’s okay to let the tears come.”
Adam put his head on Todd’s shoulder
as Todd comforted him. Todd held him
tight, as Adam’s grief completely overwhelmed him. He managed to say, in a choked up voice,
“I’ve tried to be strong for Robbie, Todd, but I miss Justin so much.”
“Zach and I are here for you now. You can let yourself grieve for Justin. You don’t have to play the macho guy
anymore,” Todd said.
Adam clung to his older brother and
let his feelings of loss and deep sadness wash over him. His tears coursed down his cheeks soaking
his brother’s shirt. He felt like he
was a little kid, again, with Todd comforting him. Todd had always been his protector, and the
one he had turned to whenever he was hurt, or needed someone to talk to about
what was going on in his life. He
hugged Todd tightly and said, “I love you, Todd.”
“I love you, too, bro.,” Todd replied.
Adam pulled back and wiped his eyes
with the back of his hands; and walked over and sat down at the kitchen
table. Todd sat down next to him and
put his arm around his shoulders.
Robbie said, “I love you, Zach. I’m so glad that you came.”
Zach said, “I’m glad we were able to
come, as well. The good thing is that
we are playing the Maple Leafs this weekend, so I can be here for a few
days.” Zach released Robbie and led him
over to sit next to his husband, Adam.
Zach sat next to his brother.
I asked, “Is anyone up for a cup of
coffee, or some hot chocolate?”
Zach said, “I think we could all use a
cup of coffee.” He grinned at me and
said, “I’m sure the children would like some hot chocolate. You know how much the twins love it.”
I nodded my head, “That I do!” After making coffee for everyone, I put some
water on to boil for pasta, and pulled out a couple of bottles of pasta
sauce. I looked in the fridge and
found a green salad was already made. I
pulled it out of the fridge and placed on the kitchen counter along with
several kinds of salad dressing. I
grabbed my hot chocolate and sat down next to Rick, “Thanks for making the
green salad.”
Robbie smiled, “You’re very
welcome. I made sure I didn’t use any
of those spring greens you “love” so much.”
I laughed, “Thank you for not putting
them in the salad. I like spinach and
romaine lettuce but those spring greens are fit only for rabbits to eat.”
“There are fresh rolls in the
breadbox,” Adam said. “We stopped by
the St. Joseph Bakery and picked up some fresh bread and rolls.”
Rick said, “I love their fresh bread.”
Robbie got up and went into the
pantry. He returned with a package of
Danish. “I know we shouldn’t eat
dessert first, but since we’re having coffee…”
I looked at Robbie and laughed, “You have
always had a sweet tooth, Robbie!”
Robbie grinned and said, “It’s because
I’m so sweet.”
I stuck out my tongue at that
remark. Robbie said, “I plan to collect
the kiss you owe me for sticking out your tongue at me.”
I laughed, “Okay, come and collect
it!”
Robbie placed the Danish sweet rolls
on the table and leaned over to kiss me on the lips. “You were always my first love, Glenn. I’m glad Rick still lets me kiss you.”
I laughed, “No, I was never your first
love, Robbie, but I was the first guy you tried to seduce!”
Robbie protested, “I didn’t try to
seduce you!”
“What do you call climbing into my bed
and feeling me up?” I asked, laughing at his faux hurt expression.
“I was innocent back then, and didn’t
know what I was doing,” Robbie said grinning.
Zach laughed, “You were never completely
innocent, Robbie. You were such a big
flirt it’s a wonder Adam was able to keep you from running off with every guy
who came over to our house.”
Todd said, “Not only that, it took two
men to keep you satisfied!”
Adam grinned, “Yes, that is true, Robbie. You have to admit that it took both me and
Justin to keep you happy.”
Robbie smiled, “Yes, I was very
fortunate to have two wonderful men who loved me. I needed both of you back then.”
Adam said, “We both needed Justin,
Robbie. Remember how he helped us get
through our high school classes?”
“Yes, he was a real brain, and made us
study before we could have sex with him,” Robbie said.
“It was a good thing he made us learn
something, because otherwise we would have spent every free moment fucking him
and each other,” Adam said, laughing.
“Justin was a good influence on both
of you,” Zach said. “I had my doubts at
first, but all three of you seemed to thrive as a result of bringing Justin
into your relationship.”
I stood up and dumped the pasta into the
boiling water and returned to the table.
We shared our memories of Justin with each other until dinner was
ready. We called the children for
dinner and we gathered around the table.
The triplets, Brian, Justin and Robin,
climbed up on the bench at one end of the table. I looked into their emerald eyes, as they
smiled back at me. With their
enchanting eyes, blond hair and cute little smiles, there was no doubt about
who their father was! I looked over at
Robbie who grinned at me. “Yes, I know they are mini-me.”
Adam said, “Yes, they are and they act
just like their father.” Adam put his
arm around Robbie’s waist and pulled him close and kissed his husband.
Brian said, “We are twelve years old
now.”
“How do you know that?” I asked, a
little surprised at the little boy’s assertion.
“I am four, Justin is four and Robin
is four. Dad says that four plus four
plus four equals twelve.”
“Daddy says that means we will be
fifteen soon, because we will be five,” Justin said. “Daddy says that means we will be five times
as good and five times as fun”
Robin pointed to the twins and said,
“JJ and Josh are three. So they are six
when you add three and three together.”
Robin demonstrated by counting his fingers. “See how they make six?”
I nodded and said, “You boys are
really getting so smart.”
Cameron asked, pointing to himself and
his twin, “How many are we since we are seven years old?”
Justin said, “You are seven plus
seven.”
Robin counted out seven on his fingers
and then counted seven more, “You are fourteen.”
Skye smiled, “That is correct!”
I said, “You are all wonderful
boys! I want to know who is
hungry?” Josh put his hand up first, “I
am!” The rest of the boys followed his
example. “Okay, then! Let’s say grace.”
Zach looked at Rick and asked, “May I
say grace for us?”
“Yes, please,” Rick replied as he
reached for my hand. We all held hands
as Zach said grace.
“We thank you, God, for the food we
share at this table. We ask you to
bless this food. We also thank you for
Justin and the light he brought to our lives.
We ask you to take him to be with you and to help us to remember him
always. Amen.”
There were tears in our eyes as we
echoed Zach’s “Amen.”
While the children dug in, I reached
stood up and walked around the table to where Robbie and Adam were
sitting. I put my arms around them and kissed
each one on the cheek and said, “I love you.”
Robbie took my hand in his and
squeezed it, “I love you, too.” Adam put
his arm around my waist and hugged me.
I returned to my seat and helped Rick
with the twins’ plates. It wasn’t long
before every scrap of food was gone and we were clearing the table and cleaning
up the kitchen. After finishing up in
the kitchen, we retired to the family room to relax.
*** ***
Jeff sat in the stands watching
Edison’s J.V. football game when he noticed his daughters walking along the
front of the bleachers with a couple of their friends. The four girls were laughing and having a
good time. They sat down with another
group of girls in the next section over from where he was sitting. He had attended several of Kyle’s football
games before but had never seen his girls at the games. In fact, they both had professed to be
completely bored with football, and had declined his offer to take them to the
football game. He was curious as to
what had caused their change of heart.
He speculated that one, or both of them, had a crush on a football
player. He watched them closely
throughout the rest of the game to see if there was one particular player they
tended to favor.
Jeff wasn’t sure who the player was
that his girls were cheering for, because every time Kyle made a touchdown, and
he made several, everyone stood up and cheered. Kyle was everyone’s hero! So far this season, Edison J.V. football
team had yet to suffer a loss.
After the game, he waited in the
parking lot for Kyle to come out of the locker room. He noticed his Caroline and Marie were
hanging out near the entrance where the football players were just starting to
come out. Kyle came out with one of his
teammates. He was a tall, handsome boy
with honey colored skin, an engaging smile, and deep brown eyes. He was well muscled, but not overly so. He walked with an easy grace that reminded
Jeff of a powerful big cat. The two
boys talked for a minute just outside the school. Jeff was surprised when his girls stopped the
boys, and it appeared they had asked for their autograph, since they handed the
boys a notebook and a pen.
The boys left the two girls standing
by the door, and continued into the parking lot. Kyle saw Jeff and smiled, “Hey, Uncle Jeff,
this is my friend, Robert. Can we give
him ride to his house?”
“Nice to meet you, Robert, and yes, we
can give you a ride home,” Jeff said.
“How did you like the game?” Robert
asked.
“It was a great game and you did a
great job, Kyle,” Jeff responded and clapped Kyle on the back.
Kyle grinned, “Thanks, Uncle
Jeff. Robert is the quarterback. He does a great job of getting the ball to
me. Without Robert, I wouldn’t get any
touchdowns.”
“Robert, you are a great quarterback,”
Jeff said. “You have a great throwing
arm!”
Robert said, modestly, “I’m not that
good, really. There are others who are
better than I am.”
“That’s true but that doesn’t mean you
aren’t good,” Jeff said. Jeff noted
that the teenager seemed to almost stand straighter, after hearing Jeff’s
comment.
“Do you see those two girls?” Kyle pointed to Caroline and Marie.
Jeff nodded, “Yes.”
“They have been following me around
school for weeks now. Everywhere I go
one, or both, is somewhere in the vicinity.
I almost feel like I’m being stalked,” Kyle said. “Robert told me that the younger one wants
to go out with me.” Kyle glanced at
this friend, who nodded his head in confirmation.
Jeff wasn’t sure how to react to what
he had just heard. On one hand, he
wanted his daughters to go out with someone he trusted, and he trusted Kyle;
while on the other hand he didn’t want to subject Kyle to his daughter’s nasty
disposition. He had been subjected to
her sullen disposition and constant disdain ever since he had left her mother. He wanted to warn Kyle to stay as far away
from his girls, but couldn’t quite bring himself to say the words. Instead, he opted to keep silent.
“What are you going to do about the
girls?” Jeff asked, as they got into his car.
“I’m going to avoid them. They make me very uncomfortable. Not only that, my Dads have told me I
shouldn’t date until I’m at least 16,” Kyle said.
Jeff nodded his agreement, “You have
to be careful with women, Kyle. My
ex-wife has turned my daughters against me.
Let me warn you not to get involved with anyone whose mother has been
through a divorce, especially if it was a nasty one. Too often, the ex-wife poisons the minds of
their children against their father, which is what has happened in my
case. Another thing to be aware of is
the girl’s mother. If the mother is
mean and nasty, the daughter will be, as well.
If the mother is ugly and overweight, the daughter will be, as well. Always check out the girl’s parents, before
you decide to date them.”
Robert said, “My Dad says the same
thing. He told me I need to be very
careful who I date. They insist on
meeting the parents of my friends, before I’m allowed to go over to their
homes.”
Jeff said, “That is a good thing. You should listen to your parents, Robert,
because they have your best interests at heart.”
Robert looked at Kyle’s wrist and
said, “I have always meant to ask you about your wristband. Why do you wear it?”
“It reminds me of my Grandma. She died a few months ago,” Kyle said. “I really miss her.”
Jeff glanced over at Kyle, and noted
the sadness on the young man’s face.
“She was a very special lady, Kyle.”
Robert said, “My Dad says my Grandma
is the best. She loves to cook and is always
happy. He always teases Grandma that he
would have married her instead of my mother if he had met her first.”
They pulled out of the school parking
lot, and Robert gave Jeff directions to his home. They dropped Robert off, and Jeff drove to
Kyle’s house to pick up his suitcase.
Kyle unlocked the front door and went
inside. Jeff waited in the foyer. He heard Kyle in his room, and decided to
make some coffee while he waited. He
sat at the kitchen table to drink his coffee.
He thought about his daughters, and the fact that Marie seemed to have a
major crush on Kyle. He still wasn’t
sure what to do.
Kyle came into the kitchen carrying
his suitcase and said, “I’m ready to go.”
Jeff said, “Kyle, can we talk for a
minute?”
“Sure. What about?” Kyle responded.
Jeff looked at Kyle and said, “Please
sit down. I have to tell you something.”
Kyle took a seat across the table from
Jeff and waited.
“You know that I’m divorced, right?”
Jeff asked.
“Yes, I know that your ex-wife has
done everything in her power to make you miserable,” Kyle said.
“You also know that I have three
daughters,” Jeff said. “The oldest one
has graduated from high school, and has completely disowned me. The two girls who waited for you outside the
entrance to the locker room are my two youngest daughters, Caroline and Marie.”
Jeff watched Kyle’s face very
carefully for his reaction. Kyle
returned Jeff’s gaze. “Thank you for
telling me, Uncle Jeff. I have heard
you talk about them with my Dads. I
wondered if they were your daughters, because of what you said earlier about
looking at the mother before deciding to date a girl. I figured you were trying to warn me.”
Jeff felt as if a burden had been
lifted from his shoulders, “Yes, I was trying to warn you without saying
anything specific about them while Robert was in the car. I love my daughters, but I also know how
cruel and vicious they are. On one
hand, I want them to meet someone like you who will treat them right, but I
also worry about how they would treat you.
I don’t want you to be hurt, especially by my daughters. They treat me very poorly most of the time. There have been many weekends that I have
wondered if I have done the right thing by trying to continue to be a part of
their lives.”
Kyle said, “You have done what you can
for them, Uncle Jeff. You are a good
man, and don’t let them get you down.”
Jeff held Kyle’s gaze and said, “You
are wise beyond your years, Kyle.”
“No, I just have wonderful parents,”
Kyle responded.
“That you do, Kyle,” Jeff said. “Let’s get you on your way. Mrs. Campbell will be calling to find out
what happened to you if we don’t show up pretty soon.”
Kyle laughed, “Yes, she will. I love Mrs. Campbell. She reminds me of my Grandma. Thank you for being honest with me about
your daughters. I know it had to be
hard to admit to me what they are like.”
Jeff nodded his head and said, “It’s
the least I can do for you, Kyle. I
want you to be happy. Be careful who
you date, Kyle, because so much of your happiness depends on who you marry.”
They walked out to Jeff’s car, and
Jeff drove Kyle to the Campbells. He
pulled into the Campbells driveway and shut off the engine.
“I will pick you up at 6 AM on
Saturday to take you to the airport,” Jeff said.
“Okay, I’ll be ready,” Kyle said. “Thanks for the ride.”
Jeff watched as the handsome young man
walked up to the front door and rang the doorbell. Mrs. Campbell opened the door and hugged
Kyle. She then waved to Jeff as he
pulled out of the driveway.
Mrs. Campbell said, “Come inside,
Kyle. I have a late dinner waiting for
you. Leave your suitcase near the door
there, dear.”
Kyle followed her into the kitchen
where the General was waiting for him.
“How is my favorite grandson?”
Kyle walked over and hugged the General. “I’m doing great. We won our game tonight.”
“Congratulations! We have heard what a great football player
you are,” the General said, with a wide grin.
“I expect nothing less from you.”
Kyle grinned. “I try, General.”
“Please sit down and eat, before it
gets cold,” Mrs. Campbell said.
Kyle took his seat and started to
eat. He was totally famished! Mrs. Campbell was a fantastic cook and
always made sure he had plenty to eat when he came to visit.
“You look pretty good, Kyle. Working out with the football team has done
wonders for you,” the General said.
“He’s growing up, dear,” Mrs. Campbell
said.
The General said, “Yes, he is, and I
am very proud of him.”
Kyle finished eating the last bite of
apple pie and said, “Thank you for dinner.”
“You are very welcome. Why don’t you take the General into the
music room and play for him while I clean up the dishes?” Mrs. Campbell said.
Kyle smiled, “I would love to play for
you, General.” He pushed the General’s
wheelchair out of the kitchen and down the hall to the music room. Kyle took a seat at the piano bench and
began to play. After playing a few of
his favorite pieces he looked over and saw that the General had fallen asleep.
Mrs. Campbell came into the room, “You
have the magic touch just like your father.
Glenn’s music always puts the General to sleep. We loved having your Dads live with us,
Kyle. They are both very good men. You are very fortunate to have them as your
adopted parents.”
“You are the second person today to
tell me how wonderful my Dads are,” Kyle said with a smile.
“Well, it’s true, dear. I wouldn’t tell you something that wasn’t
true,” Mrs. Campbell said. “I know that
you will turn out to be just like them, Kyle.
They are such kind and gentle souls.”
Kyle stood up from the piano bench,
and walked over to the General’s wheelchair.
“You and the General are wonderful people, too.”
“Thank you for saying so, Kyle. We try to treat others the way we want to be
treated,” Mrs. Campbell said, as she led the way out of the music room and down
the hallway to the elevator. They took
the General to his bedroom and Kyle helped move him into his bed. He assisted Mrs. Campbell dress him in his
pajamas. Then, Mrs. Campbell said, “You
will be staying in your Dads’ old room.”
She showed him to his room and said, “You can bring up your suitcase
now. I will have breakfast ready for
you in the morning.”
“Good night,” Kyle said and gave Mrs.
Campbell a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
“Good night, Kyle,” Mrs. Campbell said,
and left Kyle to retrieve his suitcase.
He brought his suitcase upstairs and unpacked
his things. He put them away and climbed
into bed. He lie awake thinking about
his Dads, and what it must have been like when they were staying in this
room. Kyle’s thoughts lingered on his
Dads and their love for each other. It
was such a contrast to Uncle Jeff’s situation with his ex-wife and his
children. He couldn’t fathom how Caroline
and Marie could treat their dad so poorly.
Since he had lost both of his parents and his grandmother, he understood
very well the importance of having someone who loved and supported him. Why did Caroline and Marie feel justified in
being disrespectful of their Dad? The
more he thought about it, the angrier he got.
To him, it was pure selfishness on their part and the part of their
mother. He decided he didn’t want
anything to do with either one of them.
Someone who was capable of inflicting so much pain on someone else was
not anyone he wanted to associate with, much less date. Having resolved the issue in his mind, Kyle
rolled over and fell asleep.
The next morning, Mrs. Campbell
knocked on the door, “Good morning, Kyle.
It’s time to get up.” She opened
the door and peered into the room.
Kyle rubbed the sleep from his eyes
and said, “Thank you for getting me up.”
“Get your shower, Kyle. I will have breakfast waiting on the table
for you,” Mrs. Campbell said. She
withdrew from the room and closed the door.
Once she left, Kyle got up and made
his way into the en suite. He showered
and dressed in his football jersey. It
was game day for the varsity team. He
grabbed his backpack and his football gear.
He didn’t expect to play in tonight’s game, but he needed to be ready,
just in case.
He sat his stuff by the front door and
went into the kitchen. He looked
appreciatively at the food on the table. “Thank you for the great breakfast.”
Mrs. Campbell asked, “Will you say
grace?”
“Sure,” Kyle replied. After saying grace, he dug into the mounds
of pancakes, bacon and eggs that were on his plate. He quickly finished, and helped clear the
dishes.
Mrs. Campbell said, “I will finish
these later. Let’s get you to school.”
They went outside and climbed into
Mrs. Campbell’s car – a new Lincoln Towncar.
She drove him to school and said, “I will see you after the game
tonight. Call me when you are ready to
be picked up.”
“Okay,” Kyle said. “Thank you, again, for everything.”
Mrs. Campbell said, “Have a great day,
Kyle.”
Kyle waved to her as she pulled away
from the kiss and ride, and he joined his school mates as they made their way
to class. At lunch time, he went to the
cafeteria with Robert as usual. They
had just settled down at a table with the rest of the football team, when
Caroline and Marie came over.
Marie said, “Thank you for signing our
notebooks, Kyle.”
Kyle said, “You’re welcome, Marie.”
Robert looked at Kyle, and waited for
him to invite the girls to join them.
When it was obvious that Kyle wasn’t going to say anything, Robert said,
“Do you want to sit with us?”
“We would love to,” Marie said. Caroline and Marie quickly took the seats
across the table from the two boys.
The rest of the football team watched
as the two girls started chatting with Robert.
Kyle’s friend, Troy, leaned over and whispered in his ear, “Aren’t you
going to talk to those girls?”
Kyle turned his head and looked at
Troy. He replied, “No way.”
Troy looked surprised, “Why not? They are both pretty cute.”
“Looks aren’t everything, Troy. I want someone who will treat me with
respect, and isn’t just out to be seen with a football player,” Kyle said.
Troy looked puzzled. “You
sounded pretty excited about the girls yesterday. I know they were kind of stalking you, but I
didn’t think you minded it so much.”
“I will talk to you later about them,
Troy. I don’t want to have an argument
during lunch,” Kyle said.
Troy saw that Kyle was serious, and
decided not to push the issue. “Okay,
if you say so.”
“I do. I promise I’ll explain everything,” Kyle
said.
After school, Troy found Kyle in the
boy’s locker room getting ready for the game.
As the two boys dressed out in their uniforms, Troy asked, “So what was
wrong with you today.”
Kyle looked at his friend, “My Dad’s
security chief is Caroline and Marie’s father.”
“So what’s wrong with that?” Troy
said.
“Nothing except that Caroline and
Marie treat their dad really poorly.
Since their parents’ divorce, Caroline and Marie have blamed their dad
for all their problems. Their Mom has
tried to keep the girls from having anything to do with their dad.”
“What has that got to do with you
dating Marie,” Troy said.
“I don’t want to end up being treated
the same way Jeff is being treated. If
they are mean and nasty to their dad, how will they treat their boyfriend?”
Kyle asked.
“You have a point there,” Troy
said. “Okay, I get you now. I won’t bother you anymore about them.” He thought for a moment. “But you mind if I date her?”
“No, go right ahead! However, you have been warned, and date her
at your own peril,” Kyle said, laughing.
Troy grinned, “I won’t get serious
with her. I just want to have fun.”
“You mean you want to get her into
your bed!” Kyle replied.
Troy nodded his head and said, “Sure,
why not?”
“You are crazy,” Kyle responded. They joined the rest of the team, as they
lined up to make their entrance onto the football field.
The game was a close one, but Edison eked
out a last minute field goal that put them in the lead. They won the game, and everyone was in a
good mood. Kyle called Mrs. Campbell
who came and picked him up. Kyle told
her about the game, and the rest of his day.
After a few minutes of silence, Kyle
asked, “Grandma, is it true that you can tell how a girl will treat you by
watching her mother and how she treats her husband?”
Mrs. Campbell looked quizzically at
Kyle and responded, “I think there is some wisdom in that statement. It may not always be true, but it does give
you a pretty good idea because a girl’s parents are her role models. So, you would expect that she would imitate
the behavior she observed in her home.”
Kyle asked, “Did your parents love
each other like you love the General?”
“Yes, they did. My parents were madly in love with each
other. I never observed them quarrel,
or ever exchange a cross word. To me,
they were the perfect couple,” Mrs. Campbell said.
“My Dads are like that, too,” Kyle
observed.
“Yes, they are, Kyle. They are perfect for each other. They not only love each other, but they love
each of their children,” Mrs. Campbell said.
“I just wanted to confirm what Uncle
Jeff told me about girls. He said to
watch how a girl’s mother treats her husband, then, I would know how she would
treat me.”
“He’s right, Kyle. I think you can tell the difference between
a couple who is very much in love with each other, and a couple who is staying
together only for the children,” she said.
“And you can tell how nasty a divorce
was by how the children treat their parents,” Kyle said.
“Sometimes that’s true, Kyle, but not
always. Children tend to get angry at
both parents for splitting up,” Mrs. Campbell said. “Children project their hurt and anger onto
their parents, who are the cause of that pain and anger.”
“So, they lash out at them?” Kyle
asked.
“Sometimes they do that, but at other
times they withdraw into themselves and won’t speak to either parent,” Mrs.
Campbell said.
Kyle absorbed this information and said,
“Thank you for talking to me.”
“Not a problem,” Mrs. Campbell said,
as they pulled into her driveway. “I
have saved you some dinner. You should
eat quickly, and get to bed. You have
an early day tomorrow.”
Kyle nodded and gathered up his
gear. He followed Mrs. Campbell into
the house. He ate, and took a quick
shower, before repacking his suitcases before he climbed into bed. As with the night before, he lay awake
thinking about his Dads, Caroline, Marie and Uncle Jeff. He finally drifted off.
The alarm on his cell phone awakened
him. He quickly got up and took care of
his body’s needs. He brushed his teeth,
made the bed, and grabbed his suitcase and went downstairs.
Mrs. Campbell had left a note on the
table next to a plate of breakfast pastries.
The note read, “Help yourself and have a safe trip.” He grabbed a couple of pastries, and had started
to munch on them, when he heard a knock on the door. He walked into the foyer and opened the door
to see Jeff standing there. Kyle said,
“I’m ready. Do you want a pastry?”
Jeff smiled at the young man. “No, thank you. Is this your suitcase?”
Kyle nodded his head, since his mouth
was full. Jeff grabbed the suitcase,
and put into the trunk of his car. Kyle
climbed into the passenger’s side and buckled up. He was surprised to hear someone say, “Good
morning, Kyle,” from the back seat.
Kyle turned and saw that Caroline and Marie were both seated there.
Kyle said, “Good morning.” He kept his voice neutral, trying not to
show his disgust for them.
Jeff had gotten in the car, and looked
over at Kyle, “I take it you know Caroline and Marie.”
“Yes, we know each other,” Kyle
responded. Kyle wasn’t sure what to say
next, so he sat in silence, looking out of the window as they sped towards the
airport.
Marie said, “We asked Dad if we could
come along for the ride this morning.
We didn’t know that Dad knew you until last Thursday when we saw you and
Robert got into his car.”
Kyle said, “Your Dad was kind enough
to give us a ride home.”
“But doesn’t Dad work for your Dad?”
Caroline asked.
“Yes, he does,” Kyle said.
“Then, you must be rich to be able to
afford to pay Dad’s salary,” Caroline said.
Kyle said, “I’m not rich. My Dads might be, but I don’t know much
about their finances.”
“You said Dads,” Marie said. “Do you have more than one?”
“Yes, I have two Dads. They adopted me a few months ago, when my
grandmother died. I wear this wristband
in memory of my grandmother,” Kyle said, raising his hand, so they could see
the yellow wristband.
Caroline said, “I’m sorry. I didn’t know.”
“My parents were killed in a car crash
when I was in the sixth grade, and since my grandmother died, I don’t have any
living relatives. My Dads adopted me
and my siblings, so we would have a home and parents who love us,” Kyle said.
Jeff glanced in the mirror, and didn’t
like the look he saw on Caroline’s face.
He was about to say something to change the subject when Caroline said,
“Do you mean to say your Dads are gay?”
Kyle turned around to face her. “Yes, they are.”
She asked, “How can you stand to live
with them?”
Kyle’s face went red with anger. “The question I should ask you is: How can you stand to live with a mother who
fills your head with hatred for your father; who turns you against everyone and
poisons your mind. At least my Dads
know how to treat people with respect and dignity. They know how to show love and support for
each other and their loved ones. It is
certainly much better than living with a mother and a father who hate each
other and who teach their children to disrespect and hate the other parent.”
Caroline sat there with her mouth wide
open in surprise. She hadn’t expected
such a pointed response. Each of his
statements about her family had hit home, as if they were torpedoes that had
locked onto their target and had hit her broadside. It was almost like Kyle had been living with
their family, and had seen the very behaviors he described.
Jeff cringed as he heard Kyle’s
response to Caroline. Every word had
hit him hard, as well. Before Caroline
could respond, Jeff said, “I’m sorry for Caroline’s insinuation that living
with gay parents was a bad thing.”
“It was an outright condemnation of my
Dads,” Kyle said. “Don’t try to tell me
it wasn’t, Uncle Jeff. She may not have
said those words, but she was thinking it and that is what led to her
question. I won’t sit still for anyone
saying anything against my Dads. They
love me and have shown me nothing but kindness and respect since I first met
them. I can’t say that about very many
other people I have met.”
It was obvious that he meant the girls
in the backseat, even though he hadn’t spoken it out loud. There was a very thick silence in the car
for some time. As they approached the airport, Jeff said,
“Please accept my apologies on behalf of my daughters.”
Kyle looked at Jeff and said, “I
accept your apology. Thank you for the
ride.”
Jeff pulled over to the curb, and Kyle
jumped out of the car, as quickly as he could.
Jeff popped the trunk open, and Kyle retrieved his suitcase. He slammed the trunk closed. He had turned to enter the airport, when he
heard Jeff say, “Please don’t be angry, Kyle.”
Kyle turned to Jeff. “I’m not angry at you, Uncle Jeff. I’m angry at Caroline. She doesn’t even know my Dads. How can she assume that living with them is
so bad?”
“She doesn’t know anything,” Jeff
said. “Please, don’t be angry with
her.”
Kyle looked at Jeff and replied, “I’ll
think about it.”
Jeff said, “That is all I ask. Have a nice flight.”
Kyle smiled and said, “Good bye,
Jeff.” He turned and entered the
airport.
Russ, You have woven such a beautiful tapestry that is the family Lernier. Each person adds such character....all the family and friends, both past and present, but let's not forget about the future! I hated hearing about Justin's suicide but smiled when I remembered the connections of Zach, Todd and their brothers with Justin, Glen and Rick. Keep up the good work....I just love it!
ReplyDeleteI either laugh or cry or both along with your characters... this chapter hit home big time.
ReplyDeleteOne of my best friends committed suicide earlier this year. It took a long time for her husband to come to terms and arrange a proper memorial for her on the west coast (they lived in dc). i will send you a private email with more details and some pix...
Your writing and storytelling skills are amazing - and touch real life experiences that your readers have been through, making it all the more real.
Thank you!
D5
I must agree with both Mike and Dave. The sensitive subject of suicide is well handled with the recollection of good memories. The chapter recognizes that even remotely connected people are impacted by the event. It is sad that our society does not place more emphasis on resolving the mental anguish the puts people into a position that they think suicide is the only solution to their problems. You have done an outstanding job again with this chapter.
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ReplyDeleteI was very sad to read about Justin commiting suicide. That was a very moving chapter. I don't think I have cried while reading since Glenn confided in Rick about his cousin raping him. I have followed both sides of your stories. I cannot tell you how much I love your writing. You are truly gifted. Take care.
Shira
by far the saddest one of the bunch.
ReplyDeleteRuss, you sir, sure do know how to write. As Dave has said in a previous comment, you can make us laugh and cry, even both at the same time!
ReplyDeleteI look forward to continuing reading your 'sequel'!
Geno